I started this blog to keep me accountable toward my goal. Well day, what?, 3 and I was not posting. Well, that gives you some insight to how my mind works.
I am sitting on my plane from Oakland to Atlanta. I have three days at "home" - although it hardly feels like it anymore. I've been a month on this account here in California, and I have to say I am exhausted. The problem is I know there are so many people who are working so much harder than I am and can achieve so much more. I want to exceed, but it seems I just let mysf go. I can't even blame it on too lofty goals - all I have asked of myself is a lowly 3 mile run, less than 45 minutes a day, and yet my dedication is sorely lacking.
So I guess it is time to regroup, and run headlong at that wall. I know that it is possible. I also know how disappointed I am in myself, and that's not just a last week statement. Will this disappointment be enough?
The training plan I pulled out starts on the 26th. I have to get focused. I have let my friend Allyson in Richmond, VA down too many times. I need to run this next marathon with her!
Off to sleep during this 5 hour flight.
A frequently travelling, food and wine lover's path to an Ironman - someday.
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